anxiety · gardening · school · social anxiety

High-Low-High-Low

Why does this keep happening to me?? The more social interactions I have, the more I have for reflecting upon at the end of my day. Those reflections don’t usually occur until I’ve had time to settle in at home after dinner with a shower and a change of clothes. Then I have adequate space…… Continue reading High-Low-High-Low

college days · daily · gardening · nature · plants · ramblings

A Brief Respite from Stress, Sorta

I think I had too much coffee yesterday afternoon so the caffeine is still circulating in my system. Voila, I am insomniac and wide awake! I’ve reached that point in the college semester where everything feels like I am trying to hold it all together but I am also so burnt out from the endless…… Continue reading A Brief Respite from Stress, Sorta

anxiety · gardening · life · Nature day · ramblings · self-esteem

Outdoorsy Ramblings

I have arrived for my gardening shift at a park. There is enough time to sit down, eat a snack, and allow relief to sink into my lungs. Usually, I arrive about 15 minutes before a scheduled thing, or I end up a few minutes late. Both things give me anxiety. Today I am too…… Continue reading Outdoorsy Ramblings