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A Single Moment

Trigger warning: Mentions of suicide and suicidal thoughts (towards the end of the blog post). You know the feeling when life gives you problem after problem and it starts to pile up because they’re issues you can’t solve right away but you’re trying to hold it all together and not lose your s**t? And then…… Continue reading A Single Moment

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Week One Recap

I finished my first week in the hotel hospitality training school program. Wow that sentence was a mouthful to read, huh? Here are some of the highlights from those six days. Yes, classes did officially start on a Friday. I know some of the things I made note of may seem insignificant but they were…… Continue reading Week One Recap

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Feeling Lost

I think I’ve always been a little lost. Since my youth, my self-confidence has been dismal. I was never the person to join clubs or involve myself in after school activities, all because I didn’t know how to talk to people. Or was too scared to try. During weekdays I had school as an excuse…… Continue reading Feeling Lost

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Prompt: How High School Changed Me

This prompt originates from this list. Write about your time in high school and how it changed you. Oh booooy, this is a true can of worms I didn’t want to open. High school sucked majorly in more ways than one. I might be a complete Debbie Downer for this post since I have a…… Continue reading Prompt: How High School Changed Me

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Prompt: My Darkest Teacher

This prompt originates from this list. Write about your darkest teacher. I don’t know if this counts since the phrase “darkest teacher” makes me think of a specific instructor who I kind of hated. My dislike for gym class stayed with me from grammar school to junior high, where there was a new teacher who…… Continue reading Prompt: My Darkest Teacher

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A Wish To Be Invisible

Many times over the course of my life, I’ve wanted to be invisible. As a kid, I was definitely drawn to fantasy shows, the kind where the characters have super powers or can do impossible things that other people can’t. I guess that’s where my childhood dream of having the power to be invisible was…… Continue reading A Wish To Be Invisible

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My avoidance tendencies in relation to social anxiety

My avoidance tendencies, in relation to my social anxiety, involves being avoidant if there is a social interaction I do not want to be in. Also, because of my immediate fixation once I am in a social situation is to be fearful of being judged or constantly being on my toes on how I am being…… Continue reading My avoidance tendencies in relation to social anxiety