about me · Coping with anxiety · life changes · mental health · ramblings

Life Goes On

This half of the year has been hard. That is an understatement. I am sure the distribution of burden and suffering has been disproportionate. By my circumstances, I might even be considered privileged. I have housing, healthy food, a computer and wifi, and a quiet bedroom to study and sleep in. Most of all, I…… Continue reading Life Goes On

life · life changes · Thoughts and feelings

Staying At Home

I would sure like to be uplifting and positive but mostly I am in a “meh” mood. A pandemic can sure change day-to-day life. It’s been like 3 weeks under this stay-at-home order and I really wish it was over. It’s now mandatory in the state of New York to wear a facial mask outdoors.…… Continue reading Staying At Home

anxiety · challenges · life · life changes · personal growth · social anxiety

Out of Practice

I think all the time about poor choices I made 2, 3, even 4 years ago and how they impacted me in the long run. I feel weaker for all the things I ran from, and how if only I had pushed forward like I could have, I wouldn’t be in the position I am…… Continue reading Out of Practice

anxiety · life · life changes

Dwelling On A Change

Yesterday I got a bit of news about something important to me. It’s horrible, the feeling of safety I had where I thought things were a certain way and then to get new information┬áthat has turned my plans upside down. It has left me less sure of whether I even want to try to pursue…… Continue reading Dwelling On A Change