anxiety · friendship · life · social anxiety

We Are Never Ever Getting Back Together

My friendship with Annelise has officially come to a close. The weight of my culpability and the guilt I feel over the situation hangs over me heavily. Basically, I fucked up and I know it. Mixed in is a torrid of other emotions. Shame, reluctance, anger, pride, sadness, regret. Anyone reading this should be advised…… Continue reading We Are Never Ever Getting Back Together

anxiety · avoidance tendencies · friendship · life · social anxiety

Not seeing friends because of social anxiety

Sometimes making progress with overcoming social anxiety feels like nothing can ever change for me because very often I get impatient and want myself to feel better and not anxious anymore overnight. Like, I wish I could just snap my fingers and make the anxiety disappear forever. I crave days long past in which I…… Continue reading Not seeing friends because of social anxiety