I really don’t know how some people can juggle so much in their lives at once. I, on the other hand, feel like my ability to handle so much at once has taken a nosedive the older I get. I don’t know what I am anymore. Have I truly lived? Do I want to, and…… Continue reading Meant to Be
Many years ago, when the daily struggle of functioning on a basic level was harder then than it is now, I remember looking at myself in the mirror. I didn’t like what I saw. I was still picking at my facial scabs quite often at the time. My reconstruction of this memory may be a…… Continue reading Never Good Enough
I’ve been here before. I lost count in the last month of how many times I’ve been sleepless. Either I can sleep but wake up earlier before taking a while to fall back asleep. Or I can’t sleep a wink after being in bed for hours, yet I’m too stubborn to give up and just…… Continue reading Sleepless & Struggling
I have no real wise words to share about what it means to live in the present moment. Every passing second counts as the present because there is no stasis of being frozen and unchanged. Time rolls on with or without me being up to par with it and moving to its constant beat. Even…… Continue reading Living in the Present
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